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Name: Elizabeth Emiliana Amelia Hartanta
Age: 13 y.o.
D.O.B: 5 May 1996
Likes: Dog n Cat, soda ice cream chocolate, S2s, GaJeBo, my bestfriends, Papa, Mama, present, iMac, iPhone
Dislikes: org yg kurjar, sombong, endel, ga tau malu, org LEBAY:S****, serangga, chat g dbls, SMS ga dibales!!! Lele, homework!
Wishlist:
-iPhone 3G S
-Penguin Doll =3
-sum1 (hoho)

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Today is UNAS!
Goodluck to all 9 Grader! :)

And also, for other student..
Its still holiday till Sunday. :D
So, its not good just being at home.

I like school more than Holiday..
Idk why..
Its just I can't seeing my friend..
Felt lonely every holiday..
Just wakeup-shower-eat-play-eat-bandpractice-shower-eat-sleep...
Its bored here..

And its getting old..

What I DO now?
1. Can't talk much
2. My legs hurts
3. My eyes hurts
4. Its quiet in here
5. Can't i sleep?
6. Watching Caroline
7. Is there any cat in here?
8. Hungry
9. Tired
10. Want to wear black clothes
11. Lonely
12. Hearing songs
13. BORED!!!!!


Now, just at my bed.. Thinking what I'm going to do in the next 16 hours.. ==a

Labels: 13, black, bored, Caroline, Holiday, random, unas

Yesterday,
I was crying..
Because.. I unapologize....
Because i said, "Goodbye Forever" to him...
And I don't mean it..

I never want to said that..
we fight...
we debate...

until now, in school, i felt like want to cry loudly in cafe..
I know he sit behind this wall....

Everyone said: "Just forget him..."

Yeap.. maybe I should forget about you..

Labels: Badmood, big brother, change, cry, forever, Forget, Little sister, random, tired, unapologize

This is the night
That you and me fight
So i will not forget
The thing that you've made

One day you said
"What if I said no?"
Then I said
"Its okay.. Maybe i would let you go.."


Reff:
Would it be forever?
When you change my bad day?
Would it be forever?
When you stay with me on the night, with pray?
Would it be forever?
When you ask me to smile when can't I?
Someday I would know
That it would never be forever..

Life's complicated
Truly temperated
When you and I over-acted
And forget what you've said

One day I said
"Maybe its okay.."
But in my head
"I'm not okay.."

Reff:
Would it be forever?
When you change my bad day?
Would it be forever?
When you stay with me on the night, with pray?
Would it be forever?
When you ask me to smile when can't I?
Someday I would know
That it would never be forever....

Bridge:
Will it be done
Will it be right
Will it be wrong
Will it be bright
Will it be done
Will it be right
Will you be mine forever
Than you with her??

Reff:
Would it be forever?
When you change my bad day?
Would it be forever?
When you stay with me on the night, with pray?
Would it be forever?
When you ask me to smile when can't I?
Someday I would know
That it would never be forever..

Labels: forever, songs, would it be

Did you know?
That when you've call as "little sister", then he not called you anymore with that, you felt like you've been ignored?

I wish you never felt that.. Because its happen to me..
Its all starting with meet at FB.. Then chat on YM, then have a text with him.. Then I ask him to be my "big brother"..

I wish it could be forever..
But, everything will not be last forever right?
But i wish for right now, he called me his "little sister" again..
And I wish his attitude to me never changed.. :)


(To: someone..
If you read this ko, sorry.. I can't stand it anymore.. I wish I could cry but, my tears won't came out.. :( )

Labels: big brother, diary, friday, Little sister, random

What if..
You talk to someone about something important but the don't hear you?

What if...
You love someone but they love someone else?

What if...
You just said that you love them, then you apologize and you've unapologize?

What if...
You badmood, you say sorry to them, but you're unapologize?

What if...
People laugh at you when you've said something wrong?

What if...
You like to thing what's wrong with you?

What if...
You hate the one who making you smiling before, but they betrayed you?



I wonder why my LIFE like this..

Labels: random, What if

Today I watched Alice In Wonderland at Galaxy Mall!
It was sooooooo cool when I see it!
The effects was great! I wish I could see it in 3D..

The story is about the (near) 20 years old Alice, who going to a hole of rabbits.. And she's forgot about the last trip she's goes on to the Wonderland.. The story's about The Red Queen (the one who's got Hydrocephalus (maybe.. Idk how to write it..)) and the White Queen (the little sister of Red Queen)..
They fight for the crown.. And Alice must killed the animal (im forgot the name) that Red Queen pet.. =="
Then in the end.. She knows that she's already go to wonderland two times.. And this is the second.. The first is when she's met all the character on this movie..

Anyway... I love this movie and I want to see the 3D!!!!

Now, in my home, very tired... Hufhuf..
And very, very, very tired..

Labels: Alice In Wonderland, tired

If the end like this..
If the time said goodbye..
I would had change the past before it turns out like this..

Some people have known..
Some people don't..
But i wish no one's know...

Cried like this like a baby will never work out..
Even if someone care about it..

I can't go back to the past...
I just want to back to the beginning..
When no one's know..
When i and "???" never met before..


I just want to say..
"I wish everything go back from the beginning...."

Labels: Back to past, change, cry

now use computer class's computer... hhe
beside me, there's edlyn, and glenys...
behind me are melisa and felicia..
and now, i don't know what to do now... xD
my computer is playing Today Was A Fairytale by taylor swift..
i love how she made such a beautiful songs.. :)

"Times slows down
whenever you're around..."
(a sentences that always in my mind.. =3)

now its "I Heart ? - Taylor Swift"

and.... today was not a really a great day because Cisca know that
i "......................"

yeah.. that one....
its a secret... hha...
ok... i have to go... byebye... =3

Labels: computer class, secrets, taylor swift

Hmm.. Idk what to say..
I don't know what happen to me these days..
But i think im lost... Gone.. Far away....
Many things happen.. Makes me badmood...
Makes me wants to say badwords.. That could make me confused..
Idk why, i couldn't make songs again.. I don't have any inspiration and idea..
Some say that im fell in love, some say that im just got ordinary badmood..
But i dont think so..
Is that makes confused?
Now, i got stressed everywhere..
Makes me don't want to replied BBM, text message, YM, mSn, and any other things..

[Except for the important one..]

I wish i could know why im turning like a fool like this.. TT.TT

Labels: Badmood, change

Today, all grade 8 going to UBM and Cleo!

In UBM, we are very, very, VERY need AC!!!!
And in the bus (now we're going to Cleo), its so HOT! It makes me want to bring my own AirCon... >< Maybe i should have.. :D

And... I don't want to go to Cleo... (But Im in the middle of thirst)
I wish we got there fast.. So i could put my Nutrisari in it.. ^__^

And, beside me... Edlyn, she's hoping Toto was here.. :D and ofcourse, me and Edlyn we'll see our Prince Charming (o.O) in school go home hour... :D

OMG.. At the bus was hilarious! Everyone forgot to bring Headset.. Omg.. (I mean some of the girls.. And some of the boys.. A little bit of them bring it..)


And one thing..

I wanna Go HOMe!! X(
I miss "him"...... (You know if you my friend)


Anyway, some of the boys had fight for girls.. Omg......

AW: "Ini urusan'e laki ioo mis...."



XD

and i wish my "koko" was here.. :)
Haha just kidding..

@ Pandaan... And its not yet @ Cleo....

And.. Mr. Djoni was sleeping @ the back of the bus.. Hha.. Im never seen him sleeping..

Okok.. Have a nice Wednesday Guyss... This night i will post a little more.. :)

Labels: Cleo, koko, Toto, UBM

Its tuesday, and i can't find "him"..
Only when break time 1..
Hiaa.. Maybe its not the time..
And today, i got 85 on Art Black & White watercolor dry on dry... And 65 (xD) on gradient watercolor test...
Oh well... At least not below 60....

And today in Geography lesson, we wrote the drama script of Sosiology..
And my group (imo) was hilarious!! We put some of "ndeso" (xD) names on our Drama script.. Like Myanto, Sopi'i, Sobirin, and etc...

Oh yess..
The first school hour, there's music lesson and we're study on essemble.. ^^ its so much fun!

Then its physics lesson....
Um........
X(
Nothing good about it...


Oh well, tomorrow we'll (8 grader) going to UBM & Cleo industries.. ^^ it would be soo muuuchhh funn! ^^

Alright, i guess i should pick the snack for tomorrow..
Ciaoo..

Labels: Music, Tuesday

Today is a little bit fun, and a huge of sadness infront of me..
Huff~ i don't know what to say..

This feeling is hurt..
Making me not smiling..
When he didn't look me..
Why he not looking at me today?
So.... Im start to worried now..
Maybe I will make a song about koko again.. Because Im hopeless..
Huff~

Right, im hopeless..
Maybe this is the ending...
Maybe i should forget him..

=="

Labels: Hopeless, koko